16th June 2006

9 days.
9 days til midyears.
i'm so screwed.
i'm not even half done with my revision.
i need help.
i cant even do maths.
argh.

sometimes i expect too much from myself that i scare myself.

lets see. today was another day when i studied and slept and studied and slept. i woke up at about 10 and studied econs for like 1 hour and i slept for an hour and woke up to study abit more econs and did 1 integration question and i did hydrology. then i went to sleep again. and i woke up to do more hydrology. and i ate alot. i ate 2 servings of fruit loops and instant noodles and 1 green apple and 1 red apple and porridge. haha feel like some pig.

hmmmm... i have chosen to forget about my past and move on with life. any sad memories that has been kept with me for years will be forgotten but the good ones will always remain close to me. i guess there's not much point in remembering all the hurt and sadness. maybe i'll be happier or maybe the opposite might happen. i dunno. i'll just wait and see.