Saturday, October 25, 2008

25th October 2008

AHHHHHHHH!

i need many many many many comments for my academic blog!!!!!

well actually only 7 comments for each post.

so please please please please please help to comment k?

its http://pink--ness.blogspot.com

THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO ALREADY COMMENTED!

i will forever be grateful to those who have commented!





I WATCHED HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 YESTERDAY!

it was nice!

loved it!

it was nice to see that everyone got into good colleges.

and the sacrifice that troy made for gabriella was soooooooooooo sweet!

ok i shall not talk about it anymore.

mummy said i have too many clothes now.

i shall find another way to feel less sad when i am sad.

shopping seems to be the only thing that makes me happy.

and i shall cab less too.

spending too much on cabs.

maybe i should study more.

i still need my 3.5 for GPA.

okies.

TIME TO STUDY HEALTH PSYCHOLOGY!

Sunday, October 19, 2008

19th October 2008

HEY GUYS!

PLEASE HELP TO COMMENT ON MY ACADEMIC BLOG!!!

IT'S HERE!

THANKS!

I NEED LIKE AT LEAST 7 COMMENTS FOR EACH POST SO PLEASE HELP!

THANK YOU!

LOVE YOU GUYS (:

Saturday, October 11, 2008

11th October 2008

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TOMORROW!

because everything is going to get better!

and i'm going to watch mamma mia!

i havent watch a movie on sunday for such a long time!

ooooh.

i still have comms to do.

and english.

and MY JAPANESE HOMEWORK!

which is due tomorrow.

i'm so dead.

i shall do comms first then english then japanese.

i dun need to sleep tonight!

):

but i can get it done soon i suppose!

(:

Friday, October 10, 2008

10th October 2008

I'VE NEVER FELT SO ANGRY BEFORE!

AHHHHHHH!

some people just like to take things for granted.

some people just dont learn to treasure the chances given to them.

some people just dont seem to realise that they are at fault.

some people just dont realise that they are so SCREWED UP.

i hate it when people make use of me.

i hate it when i am accused of something i didnt do.

well this time i get accused for NOT DOING SOMETHING THAT I DID.

it would be alright if it was just a small matter.

BUT MY GRADES ARE CONCERNED!

and i totally HATE people who try to ruin my grades.

i dont understand how people can be SO ungrateful.

if i didnt remind you, you wouldnt have done it.

if i didnt care, i wouldnt have asked you to do it.

AHHHHH!

i dont understand why this is happening.

shouldnt people our age be more responsible?

and you're actually older than me!

i cant believe i thought that you were nice.

i cant believe i was so nice to you!

and this is how you repay me.

I CANT BELIEVE THIS.

you are going to get what you deserve.

JUST WAIT AND SEE!



it seems that everything is going down.

but i guess things will get better.

i will be optimistic.

VERY optimistic.



i was almost late to class today.

i was practically running up to the 3rd floor.

i will not leave the house late again.

it's horribly tiring.



i watched house bunny on wednesday.

it wasnt as nice as i thought it would be.

but i enjoyed the company!



and i will make sure we meet next week val!

I WILL MAKE IT HAPPEN!

(:

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

8th October 2008

because i'm tired.
because i didn't do my best.
because i didn't put in the effort i'm supposed to.
because i took time for granted.
because i'm too easily distracted.
because it seems that i'm not moving any closer to my goal.
because i'm losing track of what i want.
because i know i'm not going to do well.
because i know that isn't supposed to be the case.
because i can't stand smiling and laughing when i don't feel it inside.
because i can't pretend any longer.
because i demand too much from myself.
because i want to prove something to myself.
because i hate falling behind.
because i hate to disappoint.
because i feel empty inside.
because shopping isn't helping.
because i'm losing it.
because it's all my fault.

that's why.



She had been rocking herself back and forth, fighting the tears that threatened to fall, swallowing the lump that threatened to rise in her throat, forcing back the thoughts that threatened to drown her mind. It felt as though she were fighting everything right now. ... She felt she was always fighting, fighting, fighting. And now, here she sat, fighting her very own emotions.

She felt as if she had been through a hundred rounds in the ring, as if she'd taken every punch,thump, and kick her opponents could throw at her. Now she was tired. Her muscles ached, her defense was falling, and her wounds weren't healing so quickly.A cat leaped from the high wall that separated Elizabeth from her neighbours and landed in her garden. It glanced at Elizabeth, chin held high, eye glowing in the darkness. It slowly walked across the grass, without a care in the world. So sure of itself, so confident, so full of its own self-importance. It jumped onto the opposite wall and disappeared into the night. She envied its ability to come and go as it pleased, without owing anybody anything, not even those closest who loved and cared for it.


extracted from IF YOU COULD SEE ME NOW cecelia ahern.