31st May 2007

HAPPY VESAK DAY!

not that i celebrate it.

haha.

i'm just glad that there is a holiday and i got the sleep that i very much needed.

changing my sleeping time from 2am to 1pm to 12am to 8am is hard.

but i'm doing fine (:

the university admission thing is becoming an issue.

and since a student with A B E and a B for GP cant even get into any university, i dont think i stand a chance.

and it hurts to know that people who have lower scores than me, and even that student that i mentioned above, have gotten places in a local university.

such a crappy situation.

and sadly no one can ever change the outcome.



i tell myself that things cant get any worse cos my life has already reached the point when things really cant get any worse.

maybe more horrible things will happen but i refuse to believe that those more horible things exist.

here i go thinking again.

i should stop that.

before val starts saying that i'm influencing her.

heehee.

things will get better.

RIGHT.

28th May 2007

today was the first day of work for my second job.

i only have 4 words to say about it.

I LOVE MY JOB!!!!!!

it's a hundred times better than my first job.

haha.

the little kids are so very cute!

ok now i'm free to talk about my past week.

i shall start with the concert.

it was fun.

but it wasnt as fun as it was preparing for la risonanza during my 2 years in JC.

but it was nice to perform again.

(:

i took many photos but i only liked this one.



yup best photo.

haha.

and qiu xuan was bad as she screamed like a mad woman and made me unable to quench my thirst.

and is also thanks to her for losing my water bottle.

qiuxuan is so guilty.

GUILTY.

anyway i'm glad val came for the concert.

(:

even though it wasnt that fantastic. =p

friday was nice too.

the morning was eventful.

full of bad events.

but i'm getting over it.

it was nice to have val and joey and qx around.

even though joey was quiet.

too quiet.

and we have planned 3 more meetings.

which are on 11th june, 6th july and 21st july.

yay!

to the 3 very busy ppl, pls make yourselves free!

ok going on to saturday,

i went to batam!

it was nice but wasnt really what i expected it to be.

there were many squatter settlements.

and somehow i really admire how they can actually live in those harsh conditions.

maybe one day i should try building a house on my own with what they actually use.

but actually i think that will never happen. =p

the hotel was nice.

but the water is brown.

the island is really developing fast.

and i think it'll be a nicer place for a short holiday in the near future.

(:

shopping was fun.

even though i didnt buy much.

i wanted this roxy bag but my mum refused to buy it for me.

hmph.

it's a pity that my daddy didnt go.

if not i would have actually gotten that nice bag which costs about $33!

haha.

i came back on sunday.

and the minute i was into singapore borders i started smsing all those who smsed me on saturday.

and i was really glad to be back in singapore.

(:

ok now i can talk about today!

i had fun with the kids.

they were all so cute and adorable.

even though i worked from about 9.20 to about 7, i really enjoyed it.

its nice talking to them even when i sometimes dun understand what they are talking about.

(:

its so humid today!

i hope it won't be as humid tomorrow.

but i think it will be.

bad weather.

ok i think i blogged too much today.

i cant wait for the 11th of june!

to everyone: take care!! (:

25th May 2007

i thot of blogging but not really up to it actually.



thanks Joey, Qiuxuan and Val for coming (:

i'm so looking forward to the other dates we made.

18th May 2007

So many things have happened in the past week.

or maybe i should say since i last updated.

i'm too lazy to talk about it.






I WANT PIZZA PARTY!!!

Val we will meet next week.

after the concert.

haha so you must go!

=P





something doesn't feel right.

i just can't put a finger to it.





stupid mosquitoes in sunplaza park are horrible.

argh.

7th May 2007

it's a brand new week!

and for the first time in 3 months, i'm not asleep at this time on a sunday!!

YAY!

(:

i'm officially jobless.

that interview was so not an interview.

it was something like an introduction to the company and the products and somewhat trying to convince me to sell their product so that they can earn money for themselves.

and i solved the mystery of how the lady got my contact details.

i did a survey for her and i stupidly left my hp no on that survey.

i will never put my number on any surveys ever again.

i dun understand how i can do such stupid things.

ok maybe there are just too many things that i can never understand and will never ever understand.

i'll accept that.

i'll be so free now.

and the only thing i will look forward to every week would be japanese lessons.

i dun exactly look forward to choir practices anymore.

haha.

reason?

thats the time when i only sing and the rest of the time i'm quiet.

its the time when i talk the least.

come to think of it, i'm so different from what i was in coral choir.

haha.

total opposites.

how funny.

and my shopping trip on friday was a total failure.

i didnt manage to buy anything.

and the fact that the choir ppl cant decide on what to wear didnt exactly help.

but i found a dress that looked really pretty.

its green.

and its nice (:

i shall consider getting it.

heehee.

and my black heels broke on my way to that interview!

so i should get new heels.

hahaha.

so now its time to try to catch up with ppl i lost touch with.

and most importantly, plan a pizza party that is long overdue.

haha.

and i'll drag all the busy ppl to meet up on a day everyone can agree on.

(:





the best gift in life: unconditional love.

its amazing how some mothers can show such much care to a sick and dying child and how some mothers can show no care at all to a healthy and normal child.

the power of love.

probably.





ok enough thoughts for today.

3rd May 2007

i just had a closer look at my heels and i realised that they look old.

its time to buy new heels then.

haha.

3rd May 2007

yesterday was an amazing day.

seriously amazing.

i went to work as per normal and since i had nothing to do, i was doing my japanese homework.

and as i was doing, the big boss suddenly came out and started asking about the temp staff.

apparently she doesnt want us anymore as there are new permanent staff coming in.

so qing and i were sort of fired.

not exactly fired i think. haha but fired.

i was like 'YAY!' in my mind.

and i started making a list of what i want to do from next week onwards.

in the afternoon, while i was filing, i received a call.

and once again, a job found me.

yes, a job found me.

again.

this lady called to ask me up for a job interview.

how coincidental can things get.

i really dunno how they got my contact details.

becos i never did sign myself up in any agency.

so it is a mystery.

so i'm going for my interview at 7pm later.

my very first interview.

and i realised last night that i have a limited amount of formal wear.

and i'm wearing jeans to an interview.

how inappropriate is that?

i'm lucky that its a darker shade of blue.

and it looks dark from far.

i am going shopping tomorrow!

but i'm not buying formal wear.

haha i'll be buying dresses!

for the concert.

isnt anyone interested in watching it?

haha i doubt.

japanese lesson went well yesterdat i think.

i think i'm used to the way she talks now.

and used to the way she rolls her eyes in a funny manner.

and also to the huge amount of homework she gives us.

ok actually it isnt alot.

but still its homework.

heehee.

and they might be making the lessons twice a week as the teacher is going back to japan soon.

and it'll be over soon.

(:

work is boring.

very boring.

i have nothing to do.

absolutely nothing.

except to blog.

hahaha.

i'm so looking forward to tomorrow.

shopping!

and the end of my very first job of course.

haha.

i'm not looking forward to the interview though.

it'll be my first job interview.

(:

i'm wearing heels that are almost 9cm high.

i forgot that i would have to walk to MDIS building later.

argh.

but i love my heels.

=p

1st May 2007

thanks for destroying all the hopes that i had for myself.

really appreciate it.

argh.


dun ask me about it cos my lips are sealed.


this is gonna be a really long month.



ok back to my homework. ):