15th April 2007

i'm back!

ok i'm just bored.

i want to go on a holiday. to a faraway place. to experience a different culture. to try something new. to live a different life for a few weeks. to escape the hot weather in singapore.

actually i just really want to sit on a plane. haha. is there something like a plane ride to no where? i'm being crappy.

i want to sit on that vertical drop thing in ocean park again. though it was the scariest thing i have ever done in my entire life. i think it would be fun to tr it again. and if i'm not scared of it anymore, i can try those in knotts berry farm. haha. some theme park in california, that i visited back in 2000. back then i was too short for a few rides. and still too timid to try those really huge roller coaster rides.

i want to go to disney world. i want to go to japan. i want so many things that are not necessary in making my life more meaningful. i want so many luxuries that i am unable to afford. life is weird, to a large extent.

i do things and i regret doing them most of the time. why am i like that?

i have been pretty life-less for the past weeks. i've been working and i cant go online and i've been reading alot. and the only thing that i look forward to is choir on saturday since i have no more japanese lessons until further notice. choir practice as in MJC choir practice. dun ask me why i joined MJC alumni choir. i dunno why either. and soon the only free day i have is sunday. unless of course i become jobless. then i'll be really free again. hahaha.

so little things happening in my life but still i'm thinking alot about what may and may not happen in my life.

random thought. =P

everyone is busy now. will the world just stop working for one day and just enjoy the feeling of not having to work or study? that would be nice.

i want to meet up with valerie, joey, qiuxuan, jere, khalis, jamie. the pizza party ppl. can? pls tell me when u ppl are free. (:

ok i wont be online that often anymore so please call or sms if you need to tell me something. dun bother to wait for me to come online esp on weekdays. (:

okies everyone take care!




no more holding on. slowly i'll let go and move on.