22nd March 2007

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

i cant change my application. as in i cant add an essay which i refused to write when i was applying.

I FEEL SO STUPID.

STUPID!

argh.

and i lost the stupid application number for the NTU thing.

GERALDINE TAN WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!

argh.

i feel so disorganised. i feel so messy. i feel so dumb. i feel so absentminded.

i'm getting from bad to worse.

and if i cant get into a university, it'll be entirely my fault for ignoring the fact that i have bad results and i still refused to write that stupid essay.

argh.

tell me that i'm so freaking stupid!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!











ok. i shall not get angry.

argh.

i cant help it.

pissed.

argh.