13th March 2007

my life is going down.

its getting worse as each day passes.

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

work was HORRIBLE today.

HORRIBLE. BAD. STUPID. UNBEARABLE.

just CRAP.

argh.

its stupid that i sort of get the blame when i wasnt given proper instructions yesterday. and the fact that the person wasnt there didnt help. she cant expect me to know all the GL codes by heart to tell that that GL code was wrong. and dun blame me for not asking.

argh.

ok its simple task and its ok if she asks me to do it again.

i just couldnt stand the fact that she blamed me. though its also partially my fault. ah! crap. its over.

i kept doing stuff wrongly today.

so today was a pretty screwed up day.

and i had to train all the way back alone today.

boon lay to pasir ris.

the only good thing was that i managed to buy 3 ear studs and also borrowed 2 more books.

this year, all the good things seem to come in small portions while the bad stuff all come in big packages. and more bad things are happening than good things. i shant bother to list down all the bad and good stuff. it'll just go on and on. ok maybe it started happening a long time ago. maybe nothing good will ever happen to me ever again. I NEED A HUGE MIRACLE.

i lead a miserable life.

a very miserable one.

maybe i just need to change my life.

WHATEVER.

japanese lessons tomorrow. the one and only thing i look forward to.

i think i make myself sound sad. i'm just angry. i think it'll pass soon.

*SCREAMS*