Tuesday, September 19, 2006

19th September 2006

PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!!!
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i reached home happy today.

but as usual my day was spoilt.

it left me angry and hurt at the same time.

angry that i lost my temper again.

hurt that she makes me feel like she really doesnt care.

i went down to swim.

each lap i swam, i swam as fast as i could.

hoping that everything would go away.

hoping that the anger, the hurt and the tears will disappear.

but they didnt.

how naive i was.

you know what, i wanna stop trying to please you because nothing i do ever satisfies you.

nothing is ever good enough.

and all i want is to make u happy.

thats all i really want.
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enough about all that.

cant wait for friday!

haha.

the big big gathering =p

but i have to go for check up before that.

hmph.

and i also wanna go shopping before that.

as in before the gathering.

haha ok.

well, at least i have something nice to look forward to.

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