29th July 2008

TOMORROW IS THE FINAL DAY OF ALL LESSONS FOR SEMESTER 1!!!!

how time flies.

like alr 13 weeks of school.

it ends as quickly as it started.

so much achieved in this semester i guess.

the best reward for me would be great friends!

a group of friends to look forward to going to class with!

1 semester down and 8 more semesters to go (i think).


holidays are coming!!!

meantime i just need to study really hard for my psych.

i hope i can get As for my english module and music module.

its a great start for me!!!

i'm glad that for once i didnt make the wrong choice.

(:


i shall organise a gathering for the 7 soon!

to celebrate khalis's birthday too!

i'm so looking forward to holidays.


ok for now i think i need sleep.

lack of it and my head is throbbing.

okies. TA TA!
















sometimes i cant help but wonder what i really mean to some people.
sometimes my mum makes me feel so insignificant, so unimportant but at the same time she expects so much from me.
sometimes i feel that i'm being treated unfairly but i cant be bothered to fight for fairness.
maybe its just for the best that i dn bother bout it right?

23rd July 2008

I HAD A WONDERFUL 20TH BIRTHDAY!!!!

AND I WOULD LIKE TO THANK THE ENTIRE OO GANG FOR THE SURPRISE!

TO SHE MIN, SOLEHA, WINNIE, CHLOEKI!

SO LOVE YOU GUYS!

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!!!

we had a nice lunch at sakura on monday.

and the girls gave me pink roses!!!

to think that the last time i received roses was back in 2006...

ok i shouldnt talk or even think about that anymore.

and a pretty bookmark that i cant bear to use.

and a pink handmade card by chloeki i think.

she is the funniest girl i have ever met.

and we went for a movie at cineleisure.

chloeki laughed so loudly!

thank goodness i was sitting far far away from her.

but still i was laughing cos she was laughing so loudly.

oh we took neoprints too.

and she min's shirt colour kept changing.

=p

shall upload photos another time when i get them.

and we went shopping at far east plaza.

i bought a nice white dress.

that i will wear soon when i get my contact lens that is taking ages to appear.

i also bought a little miss sunshine shirt.

and the next day winnie, chloeki and me wore the little miss sunshine shirt to school.

we were in red, yellow and green.

just like a traffic light.

it just reminds me of the joy of going to school!

so love them!

today was ok.

i bought a new book!

by my english instructor.

its titled "Windows to Southeast Asia".

i've read like close to 30 pages.

its like a compilation of articles by SEAsians.

the articles are like good.

i was supposed to like study during my break.

but i was like distracted and nth went inside my head.

not productive today.

but the quiz was alright.

(:

i just finished with a book titled "letters to sam"

its a book worth buying for all your loved ones!

it talked about altruistic love.

and i realised that its really lacking in today's society.

if everyone showed altruistic love, the world would be a much better place!

there would be no starving ppl or dying children or suffering ppl.

i've been thinking too much lately.

i can't seem to find anyone who can relate to whatever i'm doing and thinking about now.

all this thinking has made me really confused.

HOW!?!

i shall just live life as it is.

and i'll take one step at a time.

and face each obstacle as it comes.

and hope that everything goes well.

19th July 2008

YAY!

i'm finally done with my part for the psych assignment.

i feel so proud of myself!

its torturous to read about the different chemicals that are in the brain that causes different emotions in people.

and it took me 4 long long hours to compile everything.

i'm happy that i'm done.

now i'm left with my essay outline.

and my journal.

did i say that in my previous entry?

i think i did.

so here is concrete evidence that i love to procrastinate.

17th July 2008

so many things due soon!

cant wait for the semester to end!!!

i was so tired last night that i slept at close to 9 and i only woke up at 11 plus today!

i finally got my well deserved rest!

then its back to doing work.

I CAN DO IT!!!

everything will be over next week.

as in for music.

i wont have to face that stupid group leader ever again!

i will never ever do group stuff with him again!

but then again i got to know really nice people in my music group (:

ok i should stop blogging.

i shall finish my reflections and start on my essay outline for my persusive essay.

i was thinking of writing a persuasive essay to persuade people to use less of plastic bags.

ok i shall do that.

oh and i need to do my journal!

something about kidney donations or torture or freedom.

okies i'll be back to blog again later maybe (:

14th July 2008

another brand new week!

today was a draggyyyyyyyyyyyyy day.

i realised that there are so many deadlines to meet!

all the deadlines are next week.

soooooo irritating!

i'm feeing sad.

and i cant figure out why.

how much worse can my day get?

oh and i have a music quiz tmr that i have totally no idea what is going to be tested.

and i'm so lazy to study.

but i cant lose my A grade for my music so i'm going to be a good girl and i'm going to study my music.

something about baroque era and classical era and romantic era.

and i think i must know the different instruments that are played in a piece.

I'M IN SO MUCH TROUBLE!!!

but then again, it cant be that hard rite?



ok so i think we're not meeting on the 18th anymore.

cos khalis cant make it.

so jere is going to organise when we are gonna meet and stuff cos i'll be busy meeting my deadlines.




ok i'm going to study music now!

(:

10th July 2008

oh i so have no mood to write my essay.

i feel tired staring blankly at the computer screen.

and then i'll start to wonder how anyone can stare at the screen for so very long.

and after wondering i'll start thinking on how to continue on my essay.

then my mind will wander off again thinking about how my weekend will be.

and i'll start humming to the songs playing on my itunes.

afterwhich i have to remind myself that i have to finish my essay before the weekend as i will have to hand it in on monday and i'll have no time during the weekend to complete it.

oh thats a very long sentence!

it has been a really long week!

went for joey's birthday bbq on tuesday.

photos are on facebook!

let me put one here



(:

met up with val after so long.

QIUXUAN as usual didnt come for whatever reason she had.

which made me and val quite angry.

oh yes i got scared and irritated by this guy at the bus stop at downtown east.

i was sitting at the bus stop opposite downtown east waiting for val.

then while i was sitting there, listening to songs, this guy, i guess he's roughly about 12-14 yrs old, started asking the aunties at the bus stop for a dollar.

all the aunties shooed him away.

then he suddenly sat beside me.

and he asked me for a dollar.

feeling abit sympathetic towards him, i gave him a dollar.

when i did, he asked for 2 dollars.

then i was like thinking to myself... shouldnt he be grateful that i gave him a dollar?

then i ignored him.

just then more aunties came and he started asking them.

so i took the opportunity to go to the bus stop on the opposite side.

when i reached the other side, i saw that guy cursing and scolding the aunties cos they refused to give him money.

then he crossed the road to the bus stop that i was at.

i was like... i cant be that unlucky.

then he asked many ppl at the bus stop.

no one gave him money.

and he came back and sat beside me again!

i turned up the volume of my music so that i wouldnt hear him.

and he started to use his leg to nudge my bag.

and i ignored him.

i think he did that for 3 mins continuously.

i looked at him and rolled my eyes and got up and sat in between 2 ppl.

he looked angry.

then he approached the uncle beside me and asked for money.

the uncle gave him a dollar and then the uncle left.

so he sat there and took out his wallet.

and at that point of time i was like why is he asking for money then.

i felt slightly cheated.

but i decided that i did a good thing.

and before he could approach me again, val finally came.

this encounter made me pity this guy.

like what are his parents doing?

its kinda sad that he is actually bringing himself to that level of begging people for money at such a young age.

its not like he cant get a part time job to do or anything.

and the way the guy begged for money just reminded me of the way the beggars in china beg for money.

plain scary.

oh before meeting val i had the music presentation.

i felt that it was a total failure.

i hope that it wont affect my total score.

it would really really pull down my entire score if i do badly for it.


so i'll confirm that we'll be meeting on 18th july for dinner at the central at clarke quay ya?

that is to val, joey, jamie, jere, khalis and qiuxuan(it's ur very last chance to like redeem yourself; if not you'll really be blacklisted =p)

sms me to confirm okies?


many many things to do this month.

mainly i need to study for my finals in aug.

on 4th aug and 6th aug.

mus266 on one day and psych on the other.

need to plan my time really well.

to juggle studying for uni and jap and going out.

(:

wall e is coming out soon!

val does a really cute voice that imitates wall e.

=p



okies enough of me talking and talking.

i shall ty to continue with my essay.

or maybe i shall play some games first.

i doubt i'll be sleeping early tonight.

thank goodness i dun have to wake up early tmr.

6th July 2008

its gonna be a really busy month!

next week there'll be the music presentation.

and there's another assignment due on the 21st.

and there's finals at the beginning of next month.

i'm trying my best to study all the psych chapters that are taught.

its hard to relate and also hard to rmb.

now i rmb how tough studying is.



i cant wait for the music presentation to be over.

and i cant wait to meet val.

the last time i saw her was like just abit more than a month ago but it seems like forever.

8th July.

2 more days.

and i'm angry at the ppl who didnt reply my sms.

BAD PEOPLE.

jamie and khalis are BAD PEOPLE for not replying my sms.

BAD BAD PEOPLE.

4th July 2008

i so dun feel like going to school later.

its nice staying at home.

and i dun want to go to school for 1 and a half hour jut for music!!!

a few more weeks and i wont have music anymore.

a few more weeks.

i chose my modules for next semester!

i'll be taking horribly boring subjects like computer science and some civilisations thing.

but there'll be english and health psychology and communications.

5 modules i hope i can cope with.

these 5 modules cost me $7704.

scary.

but then again i have no other choice.

=p



i have been reading alot of books lately.

the one by cecelia ahern is really good.

it left me laughing at some point of time and its touching in a way too.

it's titled "thanks for the memories".

"the choice" by nicholas sparks is also good.

"salem falls" by jodi picoult is nice too.

certain phrases left me to think in this book.

No one will ever admit that after a certain point, a heart with so many stress fractures would never be anything but broken.

See, love's like that. Once you give it, even b accident, you're on that list forever.

"keeping faith" by jodi picoult is really really nice.

its a bout a girl who is believed to be seeing an angel.

and the twists in the story is really good.

hmmm what else have i read?

OH.

"hidden" by cathay glass.

its a good story bout a foster carer taking care of a boy.

and there are so many things that happened to the boy which is kinda sad cos its a true story.

it made me feel like being a foster carer in future.

i shall consider that.

and now i'm reading "a thousand splendid suns" by khaled hosseini, the author of "the kite runner".

i'm reading alot.

maybe too much.

i should start reading my textbooks soon!

finals are coming in like 4 weeks i think.

really impt.



okies it is time to start getting ready for school!