Monday, June 30, 2008

30th June 2008

its the end of the month.

and i'm in school.

in the com lab with absolutely nothing to do!

actually i do have stuff to do but i chose not to.

turns out i didnt fail my psych mid terms.

I JUST PASSED!!!

better than failing.

(:

and i did fairly ok for my english mid terms.

i'm alright with my results.

but compared to others its still not good enough.



ok i shall start on my essay.

AGAIN.

now the essay is a compare and contrast one.

3rd essay.

it will end soon!!!!!

(((:

and i can choose my time table.

it'll be 5 modules for me.

and school fees will be more than $7k.

now i need to find money!

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

24th June 2008

i wonder how it is like to block out everyone, only caring about those who really matter.

i slept at close to 2 this morning and i had to wake up at 6.(ended up waking at 6.30 too)

i was cranky today.

i'm sorry if i looked irritated with anyone.

i wasnt.

i felt like such a princess cos i cant survive with only 4 hours of sleep.

BOOO.

i lost the skill of being active even if i lack sleep.





i failed my midterms for psych.

and no one seems to believe that.

i will glare at the next person who claims that they can't believe i actually failed.

irritating ppl.





i am almost done with my process essay.

and i have to start thinking bout my compare and contrast essay.

i was thinking about writing about something really boring like capitalism and communism.

cos the instructor wants topics that are intellectual.

i guess that's intellectual enough.

then i'll have to do research on those topics.

and i so hate doing research cos i cant seem to find whatever i want whenever i want it.





i have to work really really hard now to push up my grade for psych and maintain my grade for english.

i have nth to say about my music module.

becos i have no idea how i'm going to do for my midterms.

its kinda scary in a way.

and i have to make sure that nth will go wrong.

thats the thing about group projects.

i should be taking econs during my next sem!

i feel excited bout taking econs again and i cant explain why.

and if all goes well i'll be taking 5 modules for my next sem and i will have my fridays off!

(((:





okies i'm done blogging!

i shall go back to touching up the essay! (:

Sunday, June 22, 2008

23rd June 2008

i keep wanting to blog but i lose my chain of thought whenever i start blogging.

the essay is really bad.

i'm so afraid of writing entirely out of point.

this is what i get when i put really high expectations for myself.

and my daddy is adding on to the pressure.

maybe i can say one of my greatest weaknesses is disappointing my daddy.

funny me.

ok i shall start scribbling ideas for my essay on a piece of paper.

and i shall prepare for my last advance 1 japanese lesson!

and soon i'll be about $400 poorer as i'll be enrolling for the advance 2 class.

BOO.

oh i cant wait for joey's birthday party!

then there will be all 7 of us.

FINALLY.

















i never thought it would ever happen but i'm glad it did (: loves.

Saturday, June 21, 2008

21st June 2008

i hate doing essays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

coming up with a topic is like horrible.

writing the essay is even worse!

why am i stuck doing this essay?

booooo!

work was horrible today.

actually it wasnt that bad just that one student was really picky about food.

he was SOOOOOOOOOOO IRRITATING!

and the weather was horible.

the sun was so hot that i felt that i could melt if i stood there any longer.

i went to swim today.

one of the really really rare occasions.

i got forced to by my daddy.

not exactly forced but forced.




oh i just watched connie talbot on youtube.

she's so cute!

(:

and really talented for her age.

ok i shall stop blogging.

i'm either going to sleep or going to do my essay.

sleeping sounds like a better option, like always.

=p

Friday, June 20, 2008

20th June 2008

mid term exams are over!

i hope i do well.

i dun think i'll do that badly though.

i'm so enjoying school now.

i just watched 2 performances for my music module.

1 music performance and another non-musical performance.

the music performance was at jubilee hall and it was a performance by a quartet playing only recorders.

it was really amazing.

they played this piece with like 20 different recorders.

the low pitched recorders are like not that low pitched and the high pitched recorders were really really high pitched.

it was a nice performance.

though there wasnt a full house.

it was sort of a different performance and ppl should really watch it.

the other performance that i watched was the king lear project.

maybe it was because i didnt have any idea what king lear was about that led to me being horribly blur at the abrupt ending.

but it was nice to watch a play by local actors and actresses.

maybe i shall spend more time catching plays like this.

thats all for the performances.

and there was like no lessons for 2 weeks.

music module lessons will resume next week.

sadly.

=p

boo.

i'm lazy to blog already.



here's the quiz pig tan asked me to do.

A) Ppl who have been tagged must do this quiz on their blog.
B) Tag 8 ppl to do tis quiz & those being tagged cannot refuse.These ppl must state who they tagged & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by . continue this game by sending it to other people .

#1 . if your lover betrayed you , what will your reaction be ?
- hmmmm i will slap that person and totally ignore that person

#2 . if you can have a dream to come true , what will it be ?
- for everyone to be happy!

#3 . what will your dream wedding be like ?
- it'll be on a cruise

#4 . are you confused of what lies ahead of you ?
- not really

#5 . what's your ideal lover like ?
- hmm like the best person ever!

#6 . what is more blessed ? loving someone or being loved by someone ?
- BOTH!

#7 . how long do you intend to wait for someone you really love ?
- for as long as it takes

#8 . if the person you secretly like is already attached , what would you do ?
- nothing.

#9 . is there anything that has made you unhappy these days ?
- yes! spending more than i earn.

#10 . is being tagged fun ?
- NO!

#11 . how do you see yourself in 10 years time ?
- hmmm i'll be earning my $300 an hour =p

#12 . who are currently the most important person to you ?
- you you and you

#13 . what kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is ?
- she is my pet pig

#14 . would you rather be rich and single or married but poor ?
- married but poor

#15 . what's the first thing you do every morning ?
- wake up and go back to sleep

#16 . would you give all in a relationship ?
- definitely

#17 . if you fall in love wif 2 ppl simultaneously , who would you pick ?
- none

#18 . what type of fren do you like ?
- nice and good ppl

#19 . what type of fren do you dislike ?
- bad ppl

tagged by : PIG TAN
and those 8 lucky ppl are: i shall not bother to bother ppl with this. i'm nice (:

Sunday, June 01, 2008

1st June 2008

it's june already!

time really really flys.

so much has happened in the past month.

school has started.

orientation was fun.

school life is somewhat different from what i have experienced for the past 12 years of education i have had.

in this education system i have to get used to partipating in class discussion, in which i'm always used to keeping really quiet and observing what others have to say.

we are actually graded for class participation!

attendance is so compulsory for all modules.

part of our final grade also constitutes a percentage for attendance.

the rest of the final grade will be decided by assignments and projects.

so far out of the 3 modules i'm taking there is only one module that i really cannot stand.

but i still have no choice but to attend lectures diligently even though half the time i cannot understand what the instructor is trying to teach.

i'll be attending 2 performances that are showcased for the singapore arts festival.

and i wont have to go to school on tuesdays and fridays for 2 weeks!

i'll take that time to catch up on sleep!

but then again at that time it would be mid term tests.

so it'll be study study study.

studying psychology is like taking biology and chemistry.

the 2 subjects that i would avoid at all costs if i had a choice.

english lessons are confusing in a way.

essay writing is a drag!

i'm actually almost done with my illustrative essay which is due tomorrow!

thank goodness its considered as draft 1.

i'm having huge difficulty in getting ideas and i'm running out of descriptive phrases.

at the same time i'm so afraid of writing out of point and not supporting my thesis statement.

this is what english lessons has done to me.

it has made me so unsure of something that i used to enjoy doing.

oh i have made really nice friends at SIM.

really nice people to hang out with during the long breaks that i have that are from like 10.30 to 3.

so if any of you are free at 10.30 to 3 on mondays and wednesdays and happen to be near SIM you can call me! cos i would be really free!

=p

ok enough about school.

belley had her 21st birthday a few days ago.

she had so many many friends.

like alot of ppl were there.

i shall upload photos soon.

val, QX, khalis, jamie and jere came.

i had a fun time taking photos!

i shall upload them soon too.

sorry for procrastinating.


ok i should get back to my essay.

i'm just left with the conclusion an i hope i'll be able to hit 4 pages if not i'll be in trouble!

okies then.




OH AND QIUXUAN YOU SHOULDNT BE USING BLOGS TO KEEP YOURSELF UPDATED ABOUT WHAT IS HAPPENING TO PEOPLE! YOU SHOULD TAKE THE EFFORT TO MAKE YOURSELF PRESENT FOR ALL THE DINNERS THAT WE PLAN!!! REMEMBER 6TH JUNE!!!


oooh i got rejected by NUS again! but i'm so happy at SIM that it doesnt really bother me at all ((((: just a random note =p