26th February 2007

results will be out on friday. FRIDAY 2nd march!!! suddenly it seems so fast. maybe i'm just lagging behind. almost one month of work is over! yay! it doesnt feel like a month yet. maybe its becos february is short and there was CNY and everything. BUT still it doesnt feel like it has been a month.

okies i have a random picture.

haha thats how full the drawer is of tidbits. =p thats how bored we get by doing work or bored by having nothing to do that we munch. heehee.

today had macdonald's again! even after i told myself tht i wont touch macdonald's for the next week. but nth to eat soooo it ended up being macdonald' s again. why i'm staying off macdonald's? because i had macdonald's for 2 meals on friday. breakfast and lunch and more fastfood for dinner which wasnt as bad as what i had for lunch though. i'm getting FAT. fat fat FAT.

ok i shall not talk about that anymore. i cant wait for my pay!!!! *huge smile* and i cant wait to see everyone again. everyone as in friends from mjc! esp lappie and izyan and abi and etcetc. YAY! just not the results. boo.

22nd February 2007

TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!!!!

cant wait for saturday. then i can sleep in! haha. i'm a pig.

today was a fun day. work wasnt that fun. BUT i did something new today. so thats a plus point. its so much better than having nothing to do at all. but i think i have alot of things to do tmr. since qingqing said i had alot of "mail". and today i sat beside qing! and we were passing the post it pad over the "wall", its actually the divider of the 2 cubicles (do u call it a cubicle? its those office kind la) . anyway work isnt that important. after work today me and qingqing went to tm. the train ride was sooooooooooooo long. its actually the first time i have taken from boonlay to tampines. after working for so long! the rest of the time i would stop at city hall and continue the journey back later. i shall learn to drive! rite. i think i will cause many road accidents. who would dare to sit in the car if i'm driving? no one. =p ok i shall take away that idea first. there's so many things i wanna learn! lets see, i wanna learn
- japanese (currently learning)
- german
- rock climbing
- ice skating
- inline skating
- japanese culture stuff
- baking
- driving
haha ok. thats all i can think about.
ok so we went to tm. main reasons were to play bishi bashi and to buy snacks for munching during work. so we played 3 rounds. but the machine was cranky. and we got many free games! then we went to NTUC to get our snacks. we were both hungry so we bought alot of stuff. actually it was me who was taking all the unhealthy snacks (prawn crackers and more prawn crakers) while qingqing was taking all the healthier ones (some dried mushroom, sweet potato chips and the dried guava). so the bill came up to 20.25 including the chocolate i bought for my sisters. and after that we had bubble tea. it wasnt nice. i miss sweet talk bubble tea at pasir ris central. but somehow i dun pass by there anymore. anyway we took 29 home and we saw lappie. it has been so long since i last saw her. maybe the last time was prom? i cant remember. so today was overall a good day. (:

yesterday work was sooooooo torturous ( is that how u spell it? but u get what i mean. =p) i had nth to do for hours. just staring at the different things on the table and meddling with stuff and drawing out things for qing on post its. we had office lunch which was quite an eye opener actually. it was amusing. but i shant write about it here. who knows one office person might read it. =p

ok now i'm having my dinner. i actually forgot all about it. cos i'm feeling so full after that cup of bubble tea and that fish cake. i shall sleep early tonight. haha if it's possible. oh i must sleep early. no actually i should say i should sleep more to get rid of all the horrible pimples.

i've come to realise that maybe it wasnt meant to be. and i shall not think about it anymore. as if i can do that. but i'm trying my very best. people change. dreams change. feelings change. everything changes. i've changed. my dreams, i think are still the same. feelings? that i'm not too sure. ok i shan't think about it.

valerie! where is my letter???? ok. i shall meet u for sakae when i feel less fat. =p office work is bad for health. it makes one fat. really fat. beocs u sit there and do work and u dun get to really move around. ok enough about that. i shall rmb stamps the next time round. remind me ok.

hmmm. ok i think thats all i have to write. i think. okies to everyone: take care and smile always!! **hugs**

20th February 2007

i have nth to do. i wonder why i'm still wide awake at this time. so i'll blog to pass time.

chinese new year felt different this year. somehow it was different. i dunno how to describe it exactly.

i'm too lazy to type actually. i'm in a bad mood so i cant think properly. ok i shant blog anymore.

16th February 2007

it feels like i havent blogged for like a super long time but its only been like 5 or 6 days. it seemed so long. but this week felt like its passing so fast. soon chinese new year will come and go. and next will be results! i'm scared of it. i have horrible thots about it. especially during work. its kinda scary. ):


i wake up everyday and i tell myself that i love my job. and guess what? its working! haha. i find it enjoyable now. especially today. when it was so quiet after lunch. haha. it was peaceful. no aunties talking. nobody giving me work to do. but i still had work to do. =p and today i had to answer calls because the ppl who were supposed to do them were all on leave. anyway no work until wednesday! so i shall sleep until late in the afternoon once again. but that wont be possible for the next 2 days. haha.


i finally have my seventeen magazine! yay. i was so looking forward to it. ruien looks really nice on the cover. the part about guys reveal what's the worst thing a girl could fake was quite typical. i guessed before i looked at it. and i guessed correctly! some of the answers. haha. the horoscope for the month doesnt seem realistic.


i want to go shopping. i want to watch a movie. i want to do so many things! ): i miss school. i miss gossipping. i miss talking about random things. haha. i'm mad.


sakura is coming to singapore! she's my friend from fukuoka, japan. yay! it'll be interesting and i'll be able to use the japanese that i have just learnt. hahaha. after i master japanese i think i'll go on with german. apparently it will be useful in future according to my uncle. so i'll take it soon (:


i want to sit on that ferris wheel that they are building. it looks so huge! actually i have small fears of ferris wheels thanks to my 2 lovely sisters BUT it cant be as scary as roller coaster rides rite? haha. so i will want to sit on that ferris wheel. i must!


after i finish working, i shall do some volunteer work at SCAS. the one next to MJC. i so miss going there. i feel happy helping them. and it has like sooooooooooooo long since i last did any volunteer work. hopefully i'll be able to volunteer there for 1 or 2 months. (: anyone interested to join me? (:


so far this week has been pretty busy. and i predict that its going to be busier this weekend! with 3 gatherings in 2 days. (: i so love family gatherings.

i went shopping with qingqing on monday. we went to fareast to shop and i saw qiuxuan there! she's more ladylike now. which is good! and me and qing shopped for like 2 hours i think. and we went for karaoke. first time for me. haha. after that we were walking on the streets of orchard i think, then that steven lim guy approached as. it was scary. he looked intimidating. we ignored him even though he talked to us. ok enough about monday.

tuesday was just another day of work. i was back early. early as in 6 plus.

hmmm wednesday began with work. and then i had japanese lesson. as usual i was rushing to the place. and this guy in front of me walked so slow even though there was like no one in front of him. so i tried to like move to the other side but there were like so many ppl walking in the other direction, which means they were like walking towards me. so i had no choice but to walk behind that guy. luckily i reached the place before the lesson started (: i love her lessons. after lesson i went other to my grandma's house becos i was supposed to be there for a family reunion dinner. but by the time i got there, everyone was gone. well almost. i met those who left on my way up. so that was my very long wednesday.

thursday began with work too. and after that we went to lorong salleh. where we had a really nice dinner. and it was the entire family. almost the entire family. it was nice to have everybody around. i could imagine how it was like when it was me there. haha. as in when i was their age. and we played outside. and did all the funny things. overall it was a really really nice gathering and i hope saturday and sunday will be even better! i'm sure it will be better.

today i spent my free time in the office drawing stuff on post its for qing qing. in japanese! it so reminded me of class time last time when lappi and izy and me would pass post its around. haha. so if i continue to be so free in future, qingqing will be able to speak japanese by the time we stop working! amazing rite.


lets see. cant think of anything else to write.


OH YA!!! VALERIE!!!!! WHERE IS MY LETTER?????
i'm still waiting for it. and i have something to tell u about your BEST FRIEND. u know who rite? i suppose u do. haha. i shall give u stamps soon. ((: enjoy your last week of work too!


okies thats all i have to say i think. so just in case i dun get to blog for the next few days i shall wish everyone
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!!
xing nian kuai le ((:


okies to everyone, please take care and enjoy the long long holidays! (:

9th February 2007

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!



ok i just felt like screaming. maybe screaming out loud might help. but i cant do that. i'm tired. my head hurts.

after 7 days of work, i'm totally exhausted. i'm the one complaining about work. haha. even though i'm the one who wanted a job desperately. its like some kind of admin thing and it has got to do with finance and accounting and taxes and reimbursements and so many receipts.

I WILL NEVER EVER WORK IN THAT KIND OF ENVIRONMENT EVER AGAIN!!!!

it will be the first and the last. finance and accounting is definitely not my cup of tea. i'd rather be some cleaner than to do finance. haha. but since this job pays well, i'm going to tahan for the next few months.

today was kind of weird. though i wasnt the one getting results, my stomach felt like it was twisted in a knot at bout 12 plus. til about 3 plus. i really wonder how i will ever survive taking my own results. i felt kinda sad for the rest of the day. i dunno why.

i want to talk to ppl but none of them seem to be there. why does everyone seem to be so busy now?

i need sleep. i think. head hurts. ):

i cant wait for CNY!!!!

next week will be a really busy week i think. there'll be work everyday. and i'll have my japanese lesson on wed evening. at the same time there will be cny dinner at my grandma's which i doubt i will make it. on thursday there will be dinner at lorong salleh! yay! and saturday there should be steamboat at my house and sunday lunch with relatives and dinner at qingqing's house. cant wait. i so love chinese new year. not to mention there's like 2 days of holiday on monday and tuesday! holiday means no work!!! yay!

japanese lessons are nice. why wasnt learning chinese that enjoyable? it must have been that chinese teacher that i had in pri 2. he was a really mean person. or maybe it was the extra lessons for chinese in kindergarten. haha. i was that hopeless in chinese since young. soon i'll be able to speak simple japanese. i hope. haha.

and i got back my phone!! after surviving with the sony ericson (how in the world do u spell it?) phone for 5 days. they should service phones faster than 5 days.

ok i shall sleep!

4th February 2007

i've come to the conclusion that i've been a really bad person in the past. maybe. i dun think so but it seems so. maybe i was a bad person. maybe i still am. i dunno. tell me ok. i really want to know. i dun believe that i was bad to everyone though. i was bad to certain ppl. that i know. but not to everyone rite?

back to work tomorrow. i will not wake up late again. i will sleep early. ok. i'm still not used to sleping early. and waking up early. but i'll get used to it. i want to go shopping.

anyway i went shopping yesterday. went to far east plaza and vivocity. i bought the fox top that i wanted! yay! and 2 other nice tops. i want to shop more. buy more things. but i have so many things already i think. haha ok.

to valerie. i dunno if i can accompany you on friday. if i cant, i'm really sorry. okies? dun be angry. i'll try my best. if not we can meet after i finish work ok?

if there is one thing i can change, maybe i would change..... actually i dun think i would change anything. cos what's meant to be will be. i'm talking nonsense. i shall sleep. but i cant stop thinking. nevermind. i'm mad. so mad.

3rd February 2007

i'm so full. i'm so tired. my toes hurt. i want new shoes. i want new tops. i want new jeans. i want a nice red pen. i want to know why there are red dots on my legs. i want to know why the pens in the office make my thumb so pain. i want to shop. i want my pay! ok. stop rambling geraldine tan.

work is....... like work. doing stuff that ppl dun want to do. that's what it seems like to me. but i'm fine with it. dealing with numbers. pressing the calculator. printing receipts. but NTU is nice i guess. far but nice. i cant imagine studying there actually. neither can i imagine myself studying at NUS cos its like soooooo far. stop complaining.

dinner was fun today. we shld have it more often but not at such expensive places. not when i'm pay less.

i'm sooooooooooooooooo tired. i cant wait to shop later. shopping for new year clothes! ok i need sleep.