23rd March 2006

back for the 4th post todae.
shows how bored i really am

i feel so controlled
its like too many restrictions
and know i feel that its too much
and i wonder when it will all disappear
cos i'm not 10 years old anymore

i feel so so disappointed in myself
i couldnt do the maths paper yesterdae
but when i tried just now, i realised i made a whole lot of mistakes
and i know how to the questions that i didnt know how to do yesterdae!
this is so frustrating!
this has happened before and i really hope it wont ever happen again
esp during the A levels

this is so stupid

23rd March 2006

ok i've been readind this danielle steel book for a while
the title: ONCE IN A LIFETIME
its a love story. the lady loses her husband and daughter cos of a fire and after that she had a son but he was deaf and mute. she then moves to another place to bring her son to a special school and she meets this guy. she fell in love with him but he dies while working and when the lady and her son were in a camp. and now she is moving back to new york to restart her career as a writer and leaving her son in that school.
and i cant continue cos i haven finish reading it :p
anyway i just wanted to share this extract from the book. its like a poem at the beginning of some books. so here goes.

Once in a Lifetime

It happens only once,

not twice,

the moments

vanishing

like mice,

scurrying past,

life much

too fast,

and only for

the very brave,

the strong,

the true,

and when the moment

comes

for you,

don't let it

pass you by,

for in the twinkling

of an eye,

the love is gone,

the moment dead,

an empty ringing

in your head,

your heart will know

when fate

has whispered

in your ear...

oh never fear,

beloved friend,

for in the end

its worth

the price,

the fee,

the cost,

when all is lost,

but love is won,

when true love

comes,

there is

but one.

danielle steel

its nice isnt it?

23rd March 2006

ok so here i am demanding a break for myself when i feel that i haven put in enough effort for the block test

so disapppointed at myself for not being able to do the stupid maths paper yesterday.
its like i know that question but just couldnt figure our how to solve it.
and the aircon didnt help at all!
so so COLD.

i keep telling myself to study and study
but i still dont.
something is definitely wrong with me

ok i should stop talking bout the block test cos i know the results will be like
Geography F
Economics F
Maths F
General Paper C6
we shall see how true my predictions are when the results are out

the beijing trip was fun
did many things like climbing the great wall.
and jamie i didnt fall but my legs were shaking while climbing down
but there was a few things that i really didnt miss when i came back to singapore
1. the language - the chinese sounded like some foreign language.
2. the spits on the floor
3. the peoples attitude
4. the dirty toilets!
haha the only thing i missed is the cold weather.

after the trip all i can say is i love singapore =p

23rd March 2006

the block test is finally over!

10th march 2006

tis week, i have indulged in
2 cups of bubble tea
2 banana splits from swensens (flavours are sticky chewy chocolate, chocolate freckles and chocolate)
i feel fat.
argh

thinking and thinking and thinking.
too much i guess.
its like one big cycle.
it goes from studies to family to exams to studies again.
its crazy.
i dunno why.

i lost my pencil and i have bought a new one for myself.
exactly the same one.

i dun have much to sae todae.

to joey
please take good care of yourself ok?
dun forget i'm always here =)

3 March 2006

i went stationary shopping today!
haha bought many many pens and a new pink high lighter which is supposed to make studying more effective according to observations
haha ok

i did this like IQ test at the tickle thing a few days back and realised something.
quite sad to know.
my IQ is dropping!
i took one like a while ago, cant remember if it is years ago or something
and it was the first time.
i got like 123
then i think last year i took it dropped to 118
then the recent one i took its like 109 i feel dumb.
it must the JC studying that is the main cause
should have gone to poly but it wasnt my choice
or was it?

my pink mechanical pencil is missing.
still missing since wednesdae.
after doing choir banner.
after the disappearance of it, i have no mood to study
i need that pencil!
its like my partner or companion to study.
i dun like the other pink mechanical pencil.
i want that one.
hmph.

i went swimming again.
and i swam 12 laps again
but i'm not as tired as i was last fridae haha.

my dad called me today and asked me a very funny qns.
he asked, " your name ends with an E rite?"
it was weird.
he chose that name FOR ME.
though my mum objected cos of its pronounciation, spelling and it being too complicated.
and he asked me this question after almost 18 years of my existence.
hais

i met yiwan and mabel yesterdae
todae i met qiu xuan and cheryl
i wonder who will i meet tomorrow?

TO QIU XUAN
dun stone and walk at the same time
u might fall or bump into something
observe your surroundings and walk at the same time
then u wont bump into anything
and u shouldnt have cut ur hair
it would be a great thing to vent ur anger on while studying =p
and dun study too much or ur IQ may drop like how mine did.

ok enough crap for todae
ok tis stupid blog isnt publishing this entry.
ok done finally

3rd March 2006

haha a miracle happened.
i passed my chinese!
with a B4.
it is a great achievement for me.
i'm praising myself.
i apologise.
i'm happy.
haha.