9th July 2006

its one of those days when i cant stop thinking. sometimes i wish val could be here to lecture me to stop thinking. val see how impt u are =p

something that i'm supposed to forget. so as to move on. but it keeps coming but. not frequently though. just occassionally. why does it happen this way? why cant u get out of my mind? why cant i stop thinking? why? maybe i should find something else to think about. maybe that would solve the problem. i hope it will. so the next thing is that wat else can i think about? nothing seems nice to think about. all the nice things i think about seem to be really unrealistic and it feels like some kind of fantasy. one thought leads to another. and another thought leads to so many more thoughts. this is really irritating.