4th July 2006

ok i'm finally in the mood to blog.

mid years are finally over! now the "best" thing is waiting for the results. well i hope for the best. maths was bad today. horribly irritating paper. its over. no more talking bout the past.

anyway i've just finished reading another danielle steel book titled "second chance". its a story bout giving people a second chance to prove themselves. the story started with fiona who was a editor for a popular magazine. she met this guy john who was really nice and tried to do all he could to win her heart and stuff. fiona was afraid of marriage and stuff cos of her past, her parents. but she got persuaded by john to get married. after they made the commitment, both of them were too busy with their own lives that they hardly saw each other. and john who promised that he wouldnt leave her for anything, filed for a divorce. after the divorce both people lived separate lives and tried to forget bout each other. and one year and a half passed and they met each other unknowingly. and they fell in love again. fiona was unwilling to forgive john but john wanted the second chance from her. in the end, he managed to persuade her and he got his second chance. and the story ends.

sometimes i wonder if second chances are beneficial to everyone. what if a second chance was given and a third chance is needed? do we continue to give these chances? or do we live on and forget about the past and move on to the present and the future, with the hurt that continuously stays there? too many chances leads to the problem of taking things for granted. whats the point of giving people the chance when they dun ever cherish them. another thing to ponder about. i liked the story though. i love her stories.

i'm going to the library tomorrow. yay. i shall read as many books as i can within this week. and next week onwards i shall fully focus on doing well for A levels. since the 9 o'clock show on channel 8 will be ending. and there will be no shows to distract me except for the few like desperate housewives, project runway, charmed. thats about it i guess. i watched the finale of the final season of charmed. it has such a lovely ending. but i missed so much of the middle episodes which were shown on starworld so i shall try to catch them on channel 5.

i'm bored. hais. no books to read. no studying. haha i'm bored.

ok i shall stop here. to everyone: take care.

especially for val: do ur best no matter wat others might say, i'm always here supporting u (: cheers!