11th March 2008

i'm starting to hate all the memories that i hold on to.

i wanna forget all of them.

ALL.

but its easier said than done i guess.

i seem to forget all the wrong stuff.

AHHHHHHH!

i'll go crazy one day.

i think it'll be soon.

with work and all the stuff i'm thinking about.

i'm sure i'll go crazy really soon.

forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget. forget.

yes its taking me that long.

days, months, years.

and it still cant be forgotten.

there's something seriously wrong with me.

i have yet to figure it out.

PERIOD.