9th February 2007

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!



ok i just felt like screaming. maybe screaming out loud might help. but i cant do that. i'm tired. my head hurts.

after 7 days of work, i'm totally exhausted. i'm the one complaining about work. haha. even though i'm the one who wanted a job desperately. its like some kind of admin thing and it has got to do with finance and accounting and taxes and reimbursements and so many receipts.

I WILL NEVER EVER WORK IN THAT KIND OF ENVIRONMENT EVER AGAIN!!!!

it will be the first and the last. finance and accounting is definitely not my cup of tea. i'd rather be some cleaner than to do finance. haha. but since this job pays well, i'm going to tahan for the next few months.

today was kind of weird. though i wasnt the one getting results, my stomach felt like it was twisted in a knot at bout 12 plus. til about 3 plus. i really wonder how i will ever survive taking my own results. i felt kinda sad for the rest of the day. i dunno why.

i want to talk to ppl but none of them seem to be there. why does everyone seem to be so busy now?

i need sleep. i think. head hurts. ):

i cant wait for CNY!!!!

next week will be a really busy week i think. there'll be work everyday. and i'll have my japanese lesson on wed evening. at the same time there will be cny dinner at my grandma's which i doubt i will make it. on thursday there will be dinner at lorong salleh! yay! and saturday there should be steamboat at my house and sunday lunch with relatives and dinner at qingqing's house. cant wait. i so love chinese new year. not to mention there's like 2 days of holiday on monday and tuesday! holiday means no work!!! yay!

japanese lessons are nice. why wasnt learning chinese that enjoyable? it must have been that chinese teacher that i had in pri 2. he was a really mean person. or maybe it was the extra lessons for chinese in kindergarten. haha. i was that hopeless in chinese since young. soon i'll be able to speak simple japanese. i hope. haha.

and i got back my phone!! after surviving with the sony ericson (how in the world do u spell it?) phone for 5 days. they should service phones faster than 5 days.

ok i shall sleep!