13th March 2007

my life is going down.

its getting worse as each day passes.

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

work was HORRIBLE today.

HORRIBLE. BAD. STUPID. UNBEARABLE.

just CRAP.

argh.

its stupid that i sort of get the blame when i wasnt given proper instructions yesterday. and the fact that the person wasnt there didnt help. she cant expect me to know all the GL codes by heart to tell that that GL code was wrong. and dun blame me for not asking.

argh.

ok its simple task and its ok if she asks me to do it again.

i just couldnt stand the fact that she blamed me. though its also partially my fault. ah! crap. its over.

i kept doing stuff wrongly today.

so today was a pretty screwed up day.

and i had to train all the way back alone today.

boon lay to pasir ris.

the only good thing was that i managed to buy 3 ear studs and also borrowed 2 more books.

this year, all the good things seem to come in small portions while the bad stuff all come in big packages. and more bad things are happening than good things. i shant bother to list down all the bad and good stuff. it'll just go on and on. ok maybe it started happening a long time ago. maybe nothing good will ever happen to me ever again. I NEED A HUGE MIRACLE.

i lead a miserable life.

a very miserable one.

maybe i just need to change my life.

WHATEVER.

japanese lessons tomorrow. the one and only thing i look forward to.

i think i make myself sound sad. i'm just angry. i think it'll pass soon.

*SCREAMS*

10th March 2007

went for NUS open house today. i found out more things about what i want to take. and i so want to go there now. haha. and there are so many interesting things to learn! and i met many ppl. unexpected ppl.

THANKS VAL FOR THE COMPANY!!

i cant stand hospitals. its a sad place. well not all of it. but still its a sad place. and because of that, i really admire doctors and nurses to be able to face this kind of environment everyday. there are good times i suppose. haha and to think i want to have a profession in the social work area.

i'm talking rubbish. i dun even think i make sense.

too tired probably.

going to smu tmr! not really the place i wanna study but just go la. =p

the weekend is passing too quickly. its a bad thing.









3 hopes.
one - for my grandma to get well
two - for me to get into nus
three - for everyone to be happy
(:





*screams* (>.<)

did i mention i feel so stupid now.
just stupid.
argh

*screams*

9th March 2007

i'm bored.




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9th March 2007

time to blog!

the week is almost over! no more work! for the week that is. but there's work already piling up for me to do on monday ): its ok. i'm earning money. the only motivation. the bad thing is that i cant spend the money. argh.

open house tmr. with val (: if she is ok. can't wait!

i think i'm getting used to train rides. haha.

i cant think of what to blog. i'm not thinking. i havent been thinking. sound so stupid.

soon i'll have to choose courses to study in the university. and it'll be another traumatising experience. i'll be hoping for good news. not like there has been any. for a long long time.

i havent been sleeping well. something is wrong.

i shall stop complaining.

but i cant do anything else rite?

haha.

i'm in love with the song fly away. by corrinne may. it took me a while to understand the lyrics though. but its a really nice song (:











my mind is blank.

9th March 2007

haha this slide show thing is fun! =p haha
took me so long to realise that its nice.
some of prom photos!
and i'll be back with more slide shows!
haha.